hey im back :) well its been awhile since i wrote something here... i miss you blog :) hehe.. actually i was far from home for about 8 months i had my training in my Papa's province as a nurse... well its kinda hard at first but we're going there later, but first i just want to say thank you to our God i survived this years struggle and my hard works are already paid off... i had my COE (certificate of employement) as a nurse! yippee!!! i am soo happy! :) i will get my COE maybe tomorrow? well anyways yeah! im here at home... and it's only 8 days left and its Christmas!!! wooohooo~! my favorite season<3 Christmas! i dunno im so happy every christmas... with my family, going in church every night for 9 consecutive days.. i hope i can complete it :) it says that if you completed the 9 days of simbang gabi your wish will came true.. i hope soo :)
Anyways my 2013 is kinda hard.. really~ like the first 6 months was so devastating, struggling, depressing, and really sad. as i was saying i've been away at home for about 8 months i had my training in Bicol, it is a province here in Philippines. if you travel by land from manila to catanduanes its l2 hours and 4 hours by Roro it is an Island here in Philippines. its very very beautiful.. it has many beaches and it's non-polluted area unlike here in Manila. I am a nurse there in a district hospital, at first its really really tiring because it's the first time that i worked as a nurse and i don't know how to speak in Bicol. it's like Spanish and its really hard for me because all of them are speaking in Bicol. my colleagues were adjusting to me they speak in Tagalog for me to understand them. but after 3 months i nailed it :)... i can understand a little Bicol and i can speak very little :) i enjoyed my company there. i had few friends from hospital we hangout in our day offs, we're going in the city to eat in our favorite restaurant the Blossoms... god! i miss the blossoms especially their halo-halo and tuna pasta! the best everrr~!!!and also i miss my workmates.. they are so kind to me. i cannot forget my last day at the hospital they throw a party for me. we had videoke machine, it has lots of foods and we had so much fun... i miss them so much :( but its time for me to go home i need to find a real job, i want to work in abroad for the sake of my mama and papa i want to give them a good life to help them, because im their only child. i want them to became proud of me... and i want to do this to myself, for my future.
then i met this one guy.. well i like him alot he's an army i met him in Bicol, he's smart, funny, matured and kinda cute. :) he's one of our patient he was admitted for like 3 days... we became close, he's always calling me, texting me and we see each other sometimes. then he courted me... He actually went on my grand mother's birthday that's the first time i introduced a guy in our family, it really sucks! my uncle was so drunk and he keeps on bugging at him ugh! it's so embarrassing, But its okay with him. i thought everything's gonna be fine between us... but i dont know, he always keeps on telling a story about his ex-girlfriend at first it was okay with me... but after awhile its kinda ugh! i dont know i felt different towards him... i think im falling for him.. and i dont know what to do... there's an incident.. well i just dont want to mention it here, that i woke up... that he was still inlove with her ex-girlfriend, after that i just evaporate to him just like that.. no calls, no replies... because i already fell to him.. .and i cant control myself. i just cant... and it hurts.. until now... :(