wala lang magawa....

since it's already morning uhm.. i don't have any specific topic now like uhm... kung ano nalang mag pop-up sa mind ko ayun nalang isusulat ko. because i promised that hindi na ako makakalimot magsulat sa blog ko. anyways it's my first time to write in "Tagalog" here on my site so wala lang :) anyways i talked to much. yesterday i went out with my good friend we went in mall of asia, wala lang stroll around, chika-chika then we ate together. ibang iba na pala after you graduated noh?! unlike before pag-ipunan mo lang you'll have a lot of money na like you can buy anything you want. you don't even care to buy this or buy that because it's your own savings plus the fact that it's from your allowance that your parents gave to you diba? unlike if you have your own money from your work. sobrang mahirap gastusin kase alam mo na pinaghirapan mo. ang weird lang kase diba nahihirapan tayo gastusin yung perang galing mismo saaten pero andali lang mag waste ng money if its from our parents to think na mas nakakahiya yon diba? kase hingi tayo ng hingi sa parents naten na "Yo Momma! i want to buy this... buy that.. blah.. blah..." we have lots of reasons para lang mabili naten yun. pero mas nakakahiya yun diba? hindi naten pinaghirapan pero ginagastos naten. it's just that.... maybe we don't care bout that because we're not matured enough to think about it. unlike now right?. some people would tell to me that. "bakit kelangan mo pa maghanap ng job? andyan naman parents mo diba?" before i was like "Oo nga, andyan naman si Erpats para bigay lahat ng gusto ko" but now if i remembered that i would just like WTF!!! ang tanda ko na ang laking asa ko pa din sa Momma and Pops ko. anyways enough of that. diba?? my point is that at some point in our life nagmamature na din tayo may mga bagay na tayo na dati hindi naten naiisip pero ngayon palang naten naiisip. napapaisip ako what if matagal na ako ganito mag-isip mas mapapadali siguro yung life ko. kase i know how to decide for myself. it's just that mas madame na sana ako pera ngayon kase mas matipid ako. hahahaha diba? pag naiisip ko palang mga gastos ko nung college nanghihinayang na ako. pero it's okay atleast i learned, and sa lahat naman ng ginawa ko naging happy ako. kase sa lahat ng Happenings with my friends halos andun ako. lol anyways imma bout to sleep Goodmornight errbody :) xoxo

what is up 2012!!!!

hey errbody! so this is my first blog for the year how you guys doing?oh BTW! Happy New Year Everyone!so how's your Holidays? is it fun? or great? or boring? or so..so? oh well! my holidays was so..so.. i had my friends with me, they celebrate their Christmas at home and also with my close relatives last new year :). i am just curious because every new year was a bit intriguing to me because we have lots of New Year's Resolution right? like for example, some of my friends will told me that they will go on a diet. but after 3 weeks okay! back to normal again. some of them were like i want to have a healthy lifestyle i need to quite smoking or drinking alcohol, but after 2 weeks or 2 days there it is! they'll go back to normal. it's kinda sucks right? why do they need to say those things if they don't do it. why do they need to tell that in front of the others if they're not going to stand for it. if you will promise to do that you need to stand for it. because it's for you right? it's for your own benefit. some will say that no it's not easy! oh yes!!! there's no such EASY THING in this world! if you want it then strive for it, go for it! it's kinda weird because some of them was like announcing it in public that Ha! i need to loose weight or i need to became sexy. anyways stop that nonsense thing lol. about me? i just want to have a good job, a smooth skin and a lovelife for this year :) wish me luck guys. but i think the two of those resolution was depend to God if he wanted me to have it then go! if it's not  yet... well! i am willing to wait :) i saw my planner last year and i think i made a good job. some of my big plan  happened but one of them was not. and that's my Board Examination, i failed on my exam. anways it's all done, it already happened but for now i just want to have a new life. i just want to do what i want to do. i just want to be independent. and i just want to be happy and to have a productive year. hope it'll come and i am excited for it! let's go 2012 show me whatcha got!!!!! Cheers!!!!